Sunday, 6 March 2011

Whenever I see your face, my heart skips a beat.
Whenever I look at you, something inside me, makes me feel complete.
I have no idea what it is about you that makes me feel this way,
You're simply amazing and incredible, even though you may not think so.
But, to see you with someone else, makes me feel like I don't even exist to you.
You drive me crazy, but in a good way.
You honestly, have no idea how happy you make me each and everyday, and I don't mind.
I don't want to push this 'too far' by saying I want to to be with you just cause,
but all I'm asking for is just a chance.
A chance for me to show you who I am.
I don't think you'll realize in your lifetime how good we could be together, but it's okay, 
cause a girl can dream, right?
"Maybe we're friends. Maybe we're more. Maybe it's just my imagination."
Well, this is my first post in march!
Mann, it's hard to keep up with one of these blogs. Anyway. These past few weeks have been pretty descent. All of the drama I've been putting up with is finally over, thank goodness. I no longer have to deal with fights and arguments. Yay!
Anyway, the weekend is over with, tomorrow is Monday.. ew. Monday's to me are almost like the day you have a hangover, haha. Oh well. On a serious note, I get to see my crush. It's almost like I fall head over heels for him, more and more each day. It's pretty crazy. He's my first actual real crush.  I mean sure I had a few little crushes, here and there in Elementary school a few years ago, but that was different. This is real. This is high school. The place that prepares you for the future, and 'real world'. My close friends, don't even realize how much I like him. This isn't a crush anymore, it's turning into something more, bigger than a crush. Ugh. I really need to talk to him more, and somehow make him realize that I can be fun to be around. I don't know how I'm going to manage that, but I have my ways. :)

xoxo.